I have been taking medication for several years now due to extreme anxiety attacks. I had run out of my medication and could not afford to replace it for several days. On about day 7 I started having suicidal thoughts and uncontrollable crying. I went to my primary doctor and he told me that I amsuffering from depression as well. That I needed to go see a phychiatrist and gave me the names of several. Most wanted me to be in a research program. That means coming off my med. I can't do that. In June I filed for SS. Disability Benefits. I requested that my case adjuticator send me to their doctor to get a second opinion. I went and was told I suffer from Bipolar Disorder with Manic Depression and I am subject to severe anxiety attacks. All of my medical records were sent to Social Security and in September of this year, my claim was declined. I have filed for an appeal. So far I have not heard anything. They told me not to call back until January. I have had my car repossessed, I can not pay utilities and I am going to be evicted within the next 30 days. I have already received a certified letter to vacate. I have an 8 year old son. I can't buy him clothes to fit him. Last night he had 3 boiled hotdogs with no bun because I have no groceries. Please help.